Today is Sunday. I usually post something innocuous about teenagers or Coronacation or whatnot.
But today I don’t wanna.
It would be tone deaf to whine about Dominic using every pan in the house to make an egg sandwich when a man has died from a cop kneeling on his neck.
Yet another black man.
Yet another cop.
How terrible is that?
When will it end?
I’m mad that a black CNN reporter covering protests was arrested before the white Minneapolis cop who killed George Floyd was.
I’m mad at people saying protests should be peaceful when they absolutely crucified Colin Kaepernick.
I’m mad at police shooting rubber bullets into crowds of peaceful protestors, using tear gas, escalating violence.
I’m mad at a white male high school “friend” who wants to mansplain everything to everyone all the time, even about race.
I’m mad at another high school “friend” telling people how the mainstream media operates when she has never spent a day in a newsroom.
I’m mad at the white lady in Publix who told Eddie she doesn’t understand the protesting: “I mean, these people! Didn’t we just have a black president?”
I’m mad that systemic racism clearly exists, but there are still people who deny its existence.
I’m mad at Trump. Perpetually. I want him to STFU and anyone who supports him/agrees with him to GTFO.
There’s plenty going on in my life. Fun stuff to write about. But maybe later.
Right now, there are bigger things going on, even just down the road in Atlanta.
I’m phenotypically white. I can’t change that. I have no idea what it is like to be a person of color in this country. So at the very least, I can STFU and listen to what people who do have to say.
America is broken, and I don’t know what to do about it except:
1. Listen to other people’s stories, believe them and learn.
2. Call out people on their bullshit.
3. Harass Contact elected officials about important issues.
4. Research candidates and vote in EVERY SINGLE ELECTION.
5. Be an ally every day.
Black lives matter.
And I’m sorry that things are STILL not remotely equal. In 2020.
Love,
Angry Beth
I can’t even believe it here at age 68 and having witnessed a whole lot of it and having had friends who marched in Selma. It’s so fucking easy NOT to be a racist. You just DON’T be a racist. I think it must be more difficult TO be a racist. To deny the reality of systemic racism? I’ve taught enough black kids to KNOW their suspicion of me comes from SOMEWHERE and I’ve seen things change when they realize there’s no need for suspicion. I’m so sad, so angry and fucking frustrated. I’ve literally spent my whole little life fighting racism in my little corner of the world. How do the bad guys win all the time?
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I KNOW! The bad guys do seem to win. No one said life was fair, but COME ON.
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Nazi punks fuck off. ❤
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